He said, "No, I would be the last person to have an antipathy towards a spiritual soul like you. But there was one thing that kept me back. " In his simple way he said, "People told me that by seeing Your Holiness I would be liberated from all sins. But I do not know yet where my murshid is going to be, in Heaven or in the other place. If by being liberated I went to Heaven and if I found that my murshid was in the other place, then that Heaven would be hell for me. I would rather be where my murshid is. Even if it were hell, it would become Heaven for me."